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Country: United Kingdom
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Birthday: 3/30/1977
Gender: Female


Interests: anything beautiful
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Occupation: Supervisory
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 1/21/2005

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

Currently Listening
Future Perfect
By Autolux
blanket
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anarchy means i litter.

 

 

 

i dont want to be friends anymore, alright.


Sunday, September 18, 2005

Currently Listening
D.U.M.E.
By Adult.
don't talk. (redux.)
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A letter from Michael Moore to the "President of the United States"


Friday, September 2nd, 2005

Dear Mr. Bush:

Any idea where all our helicopters are? It's Day 5 of Hurricane Katrina and thousands remain stranded in New Orleans and need to be airlifted. Where on earth could you have misplaced all our military choppers? Do you need help finding them? I once lost my car in a Sears parking lot. Man, was that a drag.

Also, any idea where all our national guard soldiers are? We could really use them right now for the type of thing they signed up to do like helping with national disasters. How come they weren't there to begin with?

Last Thursday I was in south Florida and sat outside while the eye of Hurricane Katrina passed over my head. It was only a Category 1 then but it was pretty nasty. Eleven people died and, as of today, there were still homes without power. That night the weatherman said this storm was on its way to New Orleans. That was Thursday! Did anybody tell you? I know you didn't want to interrupt your vacation and I know how you don't like to get bad news. Plus, you had fundraisers to go to and mothers of dead soldiers to ignore and smear. You sure showed her!

I especially like how, the day after the hurricane, instead of flying to Louisiana, you flew to San Diego to party with your business peeps. Don't let people criticize you for this -- after all, the hurricane was over and what the heck could you do, put your finger in the dike?

And don't listen to those who, in the coming days, will reveal how you specifically reduced the Army Corps of Engineers' budget for New Orleans this summer for the third year in a row. You just tell them that even if you hadn't cut the money to fix those levees, there weren't going to be any Army engineers to fix them anyway because you had a much more important construction job for them -- BUILDING DEMOCRACY IN IRAQ!

On Day 3, when you finally left your vacation home, I have to say I was moved by how you had your Air Force One pilot descend from the clouds as you flew over New Orleans so you could catch a quick look of the disaster. Hey, I know you couldn't stop and grab a bullhorn and stand on some rubble and act like a commander in chief. Been there done that.

There will be those who will try to politicize this tragedy and try to use it against you. Just have your people keep pointing that out. Respond to nothing. Even those pesky scientists who predicted this would happen because the water in the Gulf of Mexico is getting hotter and hotter making a storm like this inevitable. Ignore them and all their global warming Chicken Littles. There is nothing unusual about a hurricane that was so wide it would be like having one F-4 tornado that stretched from New York to Cleveland.

No, Mr. Bush, you just stay the course. It's not your fault that 30 percent of New Orleans lives in poverty or that tens of thousands had no transportation to get out of town. C'mon, they're black! I mean, it's not like this happened to Kennebunkport. Can you imagine leaving white people on their roofs for five days? Don't make me laugh! Race has nothing -- NOTHING -- to do with this!

You hang in there, Mr. Bush. Just try to find a few of our Army helicopters and send them there. Pretend the people of New Orleans and the Gulf Coast are near Tikrit.

Yours,

Michael Moore

 

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Bravo. My hero. [i'm talking about the pres.]

[just kidding.]


Saturday, July 30, 2005

Suburban discontent; romantic, familial, and platonic relationships in trouble; feelings of isolation –


Tuesday, July 26, 2005

if you don't read surveys,
please take your business elsewhere.


Name a band with the letters:
[A]dult.

[B]lur

[C]abaret Voltaire
[D]eath From Above 1979
[E]lectrosexual
[F]ischerspooner

[G]oldfrapp

[H]elen Stellar

[I] AM X
[J]oy Division

[K]raftwerk
[L]adytron

[M]oving Units

[N]ew Order

[O]n the Might Of Princes
[P]anic! At the Disco

[Q] and Not U
[R]atatat

[S]tarlight Mints (the)

[T]elefon Tel Aviv

[U]ltra Fox

[V]agenius

[W]umpscut
[X]iu Xiu
[Y]ellow Magic Orchestra

[Z]eromancer

Basic Info
1. Your Name: cindy
2. Your Nickname: cindie, cin (kaity, rachael, maxx, richie occasionally), cyncyn(hahhaha mary, all the time)
3. Your Birthday: 30 march
4. Your Age Now: is unimportant
5. Your Location: chesapeake, virginia; more honestly residing somewhere between norfolk and eric's house.
6. School Grade: i have enough college creds that it basically doesn't matter.
7. Sex: female
8. Zodiac Sign: aries

9.Orientation: i'm a people person.

About Me
1. Hair Color: several shades of blonde and black. i've had them all. literally.
2. Eye color: hazel.. some green ish at the moment
3. Skin color: caucasion, if that's what you're going for
4. Height: i'm thinking 5'1
5. Shoe size: depends on what sort of shoes
6. Do you care about the way you look?: like anyone
7. Do you get tanned?: if i choose to do so, so, no
8. Do you have big ears?: haha i don't think so
9. Do you have contacts or glasses?: no
10. Are you a health freak? no but i don't drink after anyone excluding kaity morris and don't eat anything that i haven't seen prepared excluding restaurant-like situations

Have I Ever...
1. Eaten an entire box of Oreo's?: no, but i bet you have
2. Gotten in a car accident?: no
3. Watched "Punky Brewster"?: no.........
4. Hiked a mountain?: have YOU ever or have I ever? this is confusing me.
5. Death Valley on horseback?: why yes
6. Stayed home on a Saturday night just because?: yes

In the Past Week Have I...
1. Cried?: yes
3. Cut your hair?: no
4. Worn a skirt?: yes
5. Worn a tie?: no
6. Been mean?: all logic says yes
7. Been sarcastic?: yes
8. Gone for a walk?: yes
9. Gone out for dinner?: yes
10. Met someone new?: yes
11. Taken a test?: no
12. Talked to an ex: yes

13. Missed an ex?: yes
14. Hugged someone?: yes

15. Kissed someone?: a friend, in one of those friend-ways
16. Danced with someone?: probably
17. Had a nightmare?: probably
18. Fought with your parents?: no

// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls?: green, but they are covered-- one, entirely with newspaper
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets: blanket is black, sheets are pink
03. What color is your rug?: light puke green
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room?: many
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big?: yes and no
06. Do you have a phone?: yes
07. Do you have your own computer?: yes
08. Do you have a desk?: yes
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room?: my clothes, records, hair products, drugs, cameras
10. What are your most favorite things in your room?: um.. same question..?
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room?: fancy? hahaha fancy lights

// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: fall violently off of my bed

02. Anything unusual?: a komodo dragon?
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school?: no

04. Do you try your best to look cute for school?: jesus no

// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable?: sometimes
02. Happy?: sometimes
03. Tired? all the time
04. LEAVE ME ALONE?: no YOU

// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes?: no
02. What are some hobbies of yours?: umm.. http://www.myspace.com/virginiadontdrown
03. Do you collect anything?: things with hemp in them, girls, boys, pictures

04. What do you do in your spare time?: http://www.myspace.com/virginiadontdrown
05. Are you in love?: no

06. Have you ever been?: no

// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed?: more a matter of whom, well no not all the time
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"?: none of the above
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)?: side, haha tummy isn't a word
04. Do you like your life?: no, but i have it better than a lot of people

//Grown Up//
01.Do you want kids?: no
02. how many?: n/a
03. what would you name them?: n/a
04. would you get married?: no
05.did you ever turn gay or anything like that?: hahaha, turn gay? no

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The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]
?: [yes]
Do you party a lot? How often?: 5/7 days out of the week, sometimes more, sometimes left
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: yes
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: none unless i'm making a like.. comparison
Do you skip classes? How often?: once a week, about, when school was in

Do you have casual sex? Protected?: is that two questions or one
Do you steal?: (is a strong word)
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: no?
Do you drool over celebrities?: no
Do you watch a lot of TV?: no
Do you ever watch the News?: court tv
Do you even care about world issues?: to a degree
Do you read books often?: yes
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: no
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?: yes
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: no..and um 711's? uh, what?
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: no
Do you cuss a lot?: yes
Are you desperate to fit in?: no
Are you intelligent?: yes

The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: no
Black eyeliner?: yes
Black eyeshadow?: yes
Black trenchcoat?: no
Black boots?: no
Black fishnets?: yes
Black nail polish?: currently.
Cigarettes?: yes
Heavy metal music?: no. like grind? yeah.
Marilyn Manson?: yes
Kittie?: no
Cradle of Filth?: no
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: perpetual angst, yes
Do you like to be seen as: what
Are you an intellectual?: yes
An atheist?: no, agnostic
Horrible home life?: compared to some, no
Hopelessly depressed?: no
Suffering with suicidal idealations?: no
Self-mutilation?: no

The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:
yes
Big black boots?: no..used to though.
Mohawk?: used to.. then i grew up
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: i wouldnt say excessive. nose, tongue, lip, facial-wise. but nothing is in my nose or tongue right now.
Loud, confident and opinionated?: i guess
Wild hair colors?: sometimes
NOFX?: no
Rancid?: yeah
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: yeah

The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:
not sure
Do you watch a lot of sports?: no
Play a lot of sports?: no
Talk a lot about sports?: no
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: why no
Are you arrogant?: to a degree
Are you a male or female whore?: i'm not a whore
Are you homophobic?: no
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: no, i tease people when im better than them
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: no? and quivering?
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes? =no?

The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance
?: hair takes a while, when i take the time to do it
Have you ever been on a diet?: yes
How much did you lose?: dont know
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder? separate thing, yes, had one
Make yourself throw up?: yes
Make-up?: yes
Low-cut tops?: sometimes
How big are your boobs? [Cup size]: c
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: sure
Giggle a lot?: yes, but mostly cause im high

What's the deal with boys?: haha, "whats the deal?"
Thongs?: haha, this is silly
Pretty bras?: ?
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: no

Who's the weaker sex?: there's no right answer to that
Are you a feminist?: to a degree
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: as tyler durden.
How often do you shave your legs?: when i feel the need to
How about your armpits?: every day or so
Are you emotional?: sometimes

This Or That
Originality or Acceptance?: both
Independence or Companionship?: both
Stability or Freedom?: both
Personal or Interpersonal? both
Introvert or Extrovert?: introvert
Popularity or Isolation? both
Unique or Loved?: both
Understood or Individual?: individual
You or Them?: them

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Have you ever...

[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[ ] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] dropped x.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.

[ ] had a sweet sixteen. [i slept the whole day i think]

[x] had a car.
[x] drove.

Do you...
[ ] have a b f.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush. (sort of?)
[ ] feel loved.
[ ] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself. (too drunk)
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend. (complicated)
[x] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty
[ ] ok.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[x] bilingual.
[x] caucasian.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short
[x] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[x] taken.
[ ] looking.
[x] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[ ] sleepy
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[x] drinking something.

[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x]listening to music (circa survive, to be exact..but the xangazon thing isnt working)
[x] ticklish
[ ] homophobic
[ ] racist

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WHAT YOU WEAR
1. Do you wear spike bracelets? no
2. Do you wear jelly bracelets? no
3. Do you wear converse? yes
4. Do you wear black nailpolish? yes
5. Do you wear band t-shirts? yes
6. Do you wear skateboard companies? no
7. Do you wear surfing companies? rarely
8. Do you wear dirtbike companies? no
9. Do you wear striped shirts? yes
10. Do you wear solid polo shirts? yes
11. Do you wear chokers? string, puka shells.
12. Do you wear lock necklaces? no
13. Does it take you five minutes or less to do your hair? no
14. Do you wear lots of eyeliner? i don't know, no? wait yes
15. Do you use a backpack or messenger bag? backpack
16. Do you wear darker colors? sometimes
17. Do you wear neon colors? sometimes
18. Do you wear 'whats in' or stick with your old jeans? jeans?
19. Do you wear sweatshirts and jeans? yes
20. Do you wear knee socks? no..and i hope whoever does stops soon.

WHAT YOU HAVE
21. Do you have character shoe laces? no
22. Do you have drumstixx but dont play? no.. stixx?
23. Do you have guitar pics but dont play? no..pics?
24. Do you have the Nightmare Before Christmas on tape or DVD? dvd
25. Do you have the Breakfast Club on tape or DVD? dvd
26. Do you have 16 Candles or Pretty in Pink on tape or DVD? both in dvd
27. How many CD's do you own? no idea
28. How many DVD's do you own? no idea
29. How many tapes do you own? some mixes
30. How many piercings do you have? several

31. How many tattoos do you have? 3 removed

HABITS
32. Do you write your name a million different ways on 1 blank sheet of paper? yes
33. Do you draw a lot of pictures of hearts? yes?
34. Is the volume on anything that plays music in your house really loud? yes
35. Do you stay up late to watch Invader Zim? no
36. Do you sing out of key purposly when your hyper? hahaha, sometimes
37. When a song comes on you like do you rock out? rock out?
38. Do you push buttons multiple times? (even if they say DONT PUSH!) um no
39. Do you draw with white out on a lot of stuff? no
40. Do you color your nails with sharpies? no.....thats sad
41. Do you sit there listening to songs and relate the lyrics to your life? yes
42. Do you pick one song and learn all the lyrics? yes
43. Do you daydream a lot? yes
44. Do you share lockers with your friends? yes
45. Are you distracted by shiny objects? no
46. Do you know where every sharp object is in your house? no
47. Do you play DDR constantly? no
48. Do you write on your skin with pen? yes
49. Do you bite your nails? no
50. Do you update your xanga daily? yes
51. Do you have more guy then girl friends? yes
52. Watch FUSE 24/7? no
53. Do you have a favorite pillow? yeah.. the one i stole from the hotel in new york
54. Do you have oversized stuffed animals? no
55. Are you secretly in love with your friends older brother? no.. but hes hot
56. Do you play with lighters? sometimes..but i dont just take out a lighter to just play with it

DO YOU WANT TO ...
57. Be in a mosh pit? no
58. Go to a party your parents would never approve of? did that about twenty minutes ago
59. Go to Warped Tour? no
60. Runaway from home? no
61. Tell everyone off? no..well a couple of people at the moment
62. Go to California with someone you love? definitely
63. Have a practical president for once? yes
64. Make peace with an enemy? no
65. Make out with someone from a band? no
66. Buy out Pac Sun or Hot Topic? not if buy out means spend my money.
67. Get a piece of candy by now? yes
68. End this survey? i guess?


Monday, July 18, 2005

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i write in sooo many xangas. simultaneously. yea that's right.

Sometimes I just feel like hitting you in the face until I can't lift my arm anymore.

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I am a scenester/hipster/whatever the fuck you wanna call me. I go to the local art school in your town and major in painting/film/fashion design/graphic design/creative writing...in other words im majoring in retail management/unemployment. I like to buy hundreds of dollars of cds or records(if im really cool) but thats ok though cause my income is most likely completely subsidized by my parents or im a trust fund baby. I'm bisexual and like making out with people in public, especially if they are the same sex as me, cause then people will know how open minded i am. Apparently now its cool for me to put lots of product and dye in my hair, so i resemble something from a late nineties nu-metal band. Oh I also like to wear designer clothes and accessories like Chanel earings and Louis Vuitton knock-off wallets and bags, high-fashion is so cool, but i dont seriously like it, its just ironic you know. Oh, high society is really cool also, i like to talk about the Hilton sisters and how "fabulous" they are, they fuckin rock. Got any coke???? .....

 

 

 

 

+Everything in this could pretty much stick, minus the knock-offs and the Hilton talk.
I don't give a damn about the Hiltons.
But I'd probably beat the platinum-engraved shit out of Paris if we knew eachother.
And then sell it.

 

 

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taxidermy.



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